Being a sophomoric late-bloomer has its advantages. As the Sagittarius draws back his bow, I pierce my target with extreme precision. It's not without its drawbacks. The steadying arm of the archer is made stronger by resistance. There is a bit of unbalance there but, for his purposes, perfect. I don't seek to unnaturally balance … Continue reading Mickey Mouse Award
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I Ching Weekly – July 11
Last week's reading became very true for me. I under estimated it, assuming it was for others. I won't make that mistake again. In parallel, I the don't think a general horoscope is a very good idea. Solace can be find in divining the time, shi, and interpreting the timing, incipience ji or 'knowing the seeds', of … Continue reading I Ching Weekly – July 11
Moon & Mercury & Mood oh my, Plus Arcturus
I have a ritual planned for today. I'm making my first wand. Sounds Harry Potter-esque but I'm hoping to dive into the psychic realms of the astral and imagination. Expanding in the sphere of Luna. This is a direct result of initiating into her. I desire to open up that sphere expanding my potentiate. Synchronicity … Continue reading Moon & Mercury & Mood oh my, Plus Arcturus
Accidental Elementals
I became sluggish and half-sick a week or so ago. I asked for some help from 'the spirits of morning' to continue waking up early. I soon started to feel better and thanked them with some incense. After the ritual of thanks I had the urge to perform Crowley's 'Liber Resh'. I did so … Continue reading Accidental Elementals
The Night I Lost Nuit, Part 2: Nuit
A tale of redemption and of holy emptiness Every man and every woman is a star. I stood in that dry garage feeling the heaviness of my breath, temples aching. Idly, I stood for a moment. Thought coming into focus. A new experience dawned on the horizon. Something I've never experienced before. It was like... … Continue reading The Night I Lost Nuit, Part 2: Nuit
The Night I Lost Nuit, Part 1: Choronzon
A tale of old times and of one fateful evening wherein our wizard almost goes bonkers I was going through an unstable time. Magic was real, I was working nonstop, my family was growing, I was drinking too much, and I was depressed. Terrestrial life was consuming me. The ol' noggin' wasn't in prime condition. … Continue reading The Night I Lost Nuit, Part 1: Choronzon
Scaffolding Dream
I was approaching a newly constructed home. The base floor level was not nailed down and when I stepped on it the whole level almost slipped off of the house. I managed to slide it back in place. From then on the flooring was secure yet the house became less and less completed. I climbed … Continue reading Scaffolding Dream
