If you look at awareness you’ll see things aren’t what they seem. They feel solid and real but they are transient and don’t really exist at all. Nothing exists. There is absolute salvation available to you if only you’ll accept it.
But that’s what they all say innit?
Meditation1 isn’t religion. But really I want to talk about magick because that’s how I got where I am. But really, a simple look is all it takes. Probably, bravely, over time is more sustainable. I doubt you can get there from here. Magick is religion; but not in the same way you’re used to. It’s religious in the same way you have to workout religiously or brush your teeth religiously. It’s a discipline. Magick is a promise to uphold the highest standards of behavior & action possible. To never ere. Distinct from perfectionism in that perfectionism is often put there by our mamas & our papas. The Perfect is just that, perfect – and you invoke it upon yourself. Ego’s can, do, and will inflate: but they will be destroyed in due time (technically you can’t destroy what already doesn’t exist, but we’ll get there – so don’t go around thinking things all negatively about the occult. Tempting, eh? You want to manifest positivity. But you can’t do that yet. You can only try. And you should try, and will try, and then do. I have full faith in you – in your ability to surrender.).
Addendum: Nothing exists in thought.
1 Meditational Insight – vipassana or kensho, both mean meditational insight but in different languages/traditions (Therevada, Pali / Zen, Japanese, respectively)